Sunday, May 25, 2014


Gotten back my Health with Herbs……….!


Hello, I’m Rhonda White, a wife, a mother and an Accountant in a clothing company. I hope telling my story will likewise prove helpful to others. I am going to be very precise because if I have to say it all, then years won't be enough. I gave birth to my child at age 19. I didn't have a good marriage because the father of my child was a drunk. He would come home drunk and beat me all night, my parents were never in support of our union so they never called or visited to check up on me. I started to seek solace in drinking too, as if that was not enough, added drugs. I was doing it for close to 2 years or more. A day came I decided to stop because of my child as I would not want him to inherit such acts from me. I took him away from the father. I gave up the drinking and drugging, got a college education and tried to settle down, got working. Some years later, I started to experience crippling panic attacks so badly I wanted to die. I also had recurrent depressions but couldn’t figure out exactly what I was so upset about. My work life was all over the place – sometimes I was highly productive and could be a very genial and supportive colleague. Other times my concentration was hopeless, I would day dream the hours away and chronically procrastinate. Sometimes I would take a strong dislike to a co-worker and could never understand why nobody else noticed how terrible this person was. I really didn't understand what was wrong with me; all I thought is that I had an anxiety disorder. My Friend; Melinda was very caring and supportive towards me. I had series of events that led me to become manic and psychotic: It affected my relationship with people around; I just went on developing more anger and concentration problems. my mania led me to believe that I can talk to the spirit, like; I have so many people walking around with me that no one else can see except me, as a result, I was given drugs to bring me down, but the high dosage caused me to become very depressed and I was hospitalized for more than 8 weeks. I fantasized about living in a hole; take my refrigerator along without trace so that I would have total control over the contents of the fridge and kitchen cupboards (weird).  I became extremely depressed. The antidepressant medications couldn’t pull me up. I seriously considered suicide and admitted myself to the hospital. It was at this stage that bipolar disorder was diagnosed. The doctors gave me so many medications; I was told never to skip a day without my medications. Over the years I was becoming used to being Bipolar because I was told it will always be a part of my life. I cry many times through the week due to different episodes of depressed mood, lack of energy, deep feelings of guilt and some thoughts that life wasn’t worth living. I tried myriad of antidepressants but none seems to take the depression away, rather it can only provide short term relief. This instigated me to start searching for a way to get rid of it because I just couldn't imagine living in such a horrible situation the rest of my entire life.  I participated in support groups, Bookmarking pages, reading anything readable just to find a way out. 

I got to know about HIPPOSIMA by one Jocelyne Davis from the mental health Foundation in Australia. From what she said, I discovered her situation was more severe than mine, yet she got cured. Thinking of how much I have spent on English medications that added to my problems was among what gave me the impetus to go for the Herbal medication. Today, I can boldly tell it to anyone that Our Mother Nature is still much alive.  Thanks so much Doctor Greg. Your impact in my life will never be forgotten.  God Bless!



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